I doubt anyone cares but I have to vent.

Ugh i fell for a guy in my new year thick and fast - he was the lovely personality and looks type and god forbid he seemed to like me back. I was going to ask him out and then I herad in music him saying he fancied my best mate and a close mate - oke so at that point I was a bit put down but I was dealing with it. Soon I found out my close mate (the one he likes) was after him to but said that she hadnt told me to stop me from gettin hurt. I wasnt that bothered much abou that but ... At luch break he asked my best mate out to her face. Fucking hell that hurt like shit knows wat - and she said yes. So now shes expecting me to not be hurt and not care - im happy for her but she cant make me feel any better so soon and im dying inside and have no-one to confide in because the person I want to confide in is the person whos hurting me. She even had a moan at me for not telling her I wasnt happy !?! I actually did but nevermind - sometimes its not great feeling liek the only person who isnt pretty or thin or shit and this hasnt made it a heap better. You can eply to this with all the " people have bigger problems " well live in my shoes for a moement and see how it feels to have your heartbroken then trampled on by your best mate.